only to write

finally i find u ..

yet this is a secret place that i've been looking for years...

no beautiful pics,no complex people,no , any temptation...

just here,like a paper,completely blank ,just to write.write my every emotion,every growth...

they say cool showers make us conscious,but for me ,i prefer hot ones.

minutes ago i just took a hot shower,i know,i know,it's been july,really hot outside,but ,that hot water makes me feel gd,really gd.i don know why,n' who knows?...

why i choose to desert that 'nice blog' n' naturally come here ? i don know,either.

i used to write sth in my papers,now i've changed my mind,actually,this is my liitle world,not that splendid,anyway. yet u will never know how i find it 'grand enough'to bear all my inner feelings~ i write these words ,not for sharing(maybe u do think so ),but for draining,only for draining.aaaahhhh>,,,,,,,.........

a small puppy, i think i am,really small,too small to get eveyone know me,too small,to occupy a certain position in this biiiiiiig world.give ur respect or not,i cant oblige u each...

anyway,u r now reading my words right here ,that is ,i suppose,i am respected.that's too enough, for such a 'not-so-nice' puppy,at least i am thinking so .

feeling better now,hey ,my little world,thanx for listening.